Monday, May 28, 2007
9:31 PM
9:31 PM
the MAD RUSH!!!!
back to waking up early AGAIN!!!! i really hate waking up early!!!! i really don't understand y must school and work always start in the wee hours of the morning?!?! oh well... was supposed to report to school at 0800 for chem lecture... ended up slightly late for it... but the thing is I NEVER INTENDED TO GO FOR IT!!!! i called sze last nite n she was telling to pon lecture and do va meanwhile!!!! well i did just that cos OUR VA WAS NOT EVEN DONE AT ALL!!!! N TODAY'S OUR DEADLINE!!!! haha what were we thinking... anyway i was the earliest (i think so)... sze came in slightly later and den came sc... vania was trapped in the LT for quite some time but still managed to get out (apparently she came to us from a mysterious direction that was totally opp. the path to LT!!!!)... anyway i came up with this stupid idea to explain the bond pair and lone pair repulsion: lone pairs being loners hate company and stick all to themselves while bond pairs are relatively more peace-loving creatures and love company -.- n so when bond pairs come to together, they are able to adjust to each other well.. when 1 lone and bond pair come together, although the loner wants to be alone, the bond pair trys his/her best to bring each other closer.. ultimately, when lone pair meets lone pair, they detest each other and would be the furthest away from each other.. so that explains why lone pair-lone pair > lone-bond pair > bond-bond pair repulsion!!!! ta-da!!!! (i noe it sounds a bit -.- but at least it made sense rite?) well sze accepted the idea and started drawing our sort of comic strip for VSEPR theory!!!! she draws SO NICE AND CUTE!!!! n i feel so bad cos i did not contribute anything at all!!!! at the end of the day really to thank SZE!!!! she SAVED THE DAY!!!! anyway finished the comic strip rite at the dot when we were supposed to present (i.e. at 1030)... rushed through presentation... didn't even noe if the teachers knew what we were talking or drawing about... hope mr ng is lenient enuf!!!! =(
anyway after that was super hungry but canteen was not open... saw sze and vania again and wanted to go out the with them to coro for lunch... walked to the side gate only to find IT WAS CLOSED!!!! STUPID SCHOOL MANAGEMENT!!!! Y CAN'T THEY BE MORE FLEXIBLE AND UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS SCHOOL HOLS NOW AND STUDENTS COME IN AT ANYTIME!!!! N YOUR MAIN GATE, UNLIKE OTHER SCHOOL'S, IS FAR AWAY RITE INTO THE CORNER AFTER SO MANY BENTS IN THE ROAD!!!! NO PEA-BRAIN!!!! walked to the old main gate hoping it was open somehow (or at least some shorter route than that by the main gate)... disappointed... walked back up to the canteen only to realise we went one round for nothing!!!! well walking slowly to the main gate and to the bus-stop... met jian hao along the way... yes n he haunted me the sad fact of my dorm mate AGAIN!!!!! i'm gonna kill him some day!!!! finally reached coro n met jeff... when to but lemon chicken rice which was like SUPER CROWDED!!!! crowded nvm but was SUPER DISORDERLY OSO LAH!!! ppl who sat at their chairs and tables got their orders way b4 the ppl queueing for takeaways!!!! so irritating... n FINALLY after like 1/2hr plus plus plus got our rice and rushed back to sku to binge... couldn't finish cos i ate to fast!!!! haiz waste food again!!!!
then went for band... practised for a while... realised my tone was super bad at first!!!! SUPER THIN AND AIRY!!!! lucky got IP lah!!!! when to try get back my tone until it was super rich but MURKY AND UNPLEASANT!!!! haiz... i'm such a failure on my flute SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! den mr ho came n rehearsed thames and sight-read american graffiti... the flute section, from a almost girl-dominated section, has become a section of 3 guys!!!! lisa's at m'sia, yuxin's on the harp, cindy's at chem va, chenyu back in china, and xy going to australia!!!! left anthony, keene, and me!!!!! HA!!!! played the flute 1 solo which sounded quite bad for me!!!! haiz what a failure am i!?!? anyway after that got exco elections meeting... HAHA I WAS SHOCKED TO C BM AS MY FIRST CHOICE!!!! AH MAH PUT THAT DOWN FOR ME N I'M THE 1 OF THE ONLY 2 DARING ENuf to OPT FOr THIS POST!!!!! SIAOZ LAH!!!! ah heck lah... we'll just c how!!!! i really dunno how i'm gonna screw my interview!!!! i mean HOW DO U EXPECT ME TO DO WELL FOR INTERVIEW WHEN I DUN EVEN NOE THE JOB SCOPE OF A BM!?!? well elections is really confusing and messy in njcsb... no clear instructions whatsoever... i noe the j2s are all busy and everything and so are the j1s but THIS CONCERNS THE FUTURE OF THE BAND!!!! I NOE IT'S BORING BUT SHOULDN'T THEY LIKE SIT DOWN AND TELL US THE JOBSCOPE OF EVERY SINGLE POSITION IN THE EXCO!?!? oh well.. anyway after that prac a bit with cindy then was really exhausted - i was panting lah!!!! so made my way home and NOW I'M HERE BLOGGING!!!! well niteZ ppl!!!! zZzZzZz...
y can't u just move ur ass off the sofa and at least try something to salvage the situation a little? u may think that there's no hope but HOW SURE ARE U?!?! HOW DO U NOE WITHOUT EVEN TRYING!?!? IS UR ASS THAT HEAVY THAT IT IS SUCH A CHORE FOR U TO MOVE ACROSS THE HOUSE TO TAKE SOMETHING!?!? now the situation is totally HOPELESS due to your indifference... HAPPY NOW?!?!?!
anyway after that was super hungry but canteen was not open... saw sze and vania again and wanted to go out the with them to coro for lunch... walked to the side gate only to find IT WAS CLOSED!!!! STUPID SCHOOL MANAGEMENT!!!! Y CAN'T THEY BE MORE FLEXIBLE AND UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS SCHOOL HOLS NOW AND STUDENTS COME IN AT ANYTIME!!!! N YOUR MAIN GATE, UNLIKE OTHER SCHOOL'S, IS FAR AWAY RITE INTO THE CORNER AFTER SO MANY BENTS IN THE ROAD!!!! NO PEA-BRAIN!!!! walked to the old main gate hoping it was open somehow (or at least some shorter route than that by the main gate)... disappointed... walked back up to the canteen only to realise we went one round for nothing!!!! well walking slowly to the main gate and to the bus-stop... met jian hao along the way... yes n he haunted me the sad fact of my dorm mate AGAIN!!!!! i'm gonna kill him some day!!!! finally reached coro n met jeff... when to but lemon chicken rice which was like SUPER CROWDED!!!! crowded nvm but was SUPER DISORDERLY OSO LAH!!! ppl who sat at their chairs and tables got their orders way b4 the ppl queueing for takeaways!!!! so irritating... n FINALLY after like 1/2hr plus plus plus got our rice and rushed back to sku to binge... couldn't finish cos i ate to fast!!!! haiz waste food again!!!!
then went for band... practised for a while... realised my tone was super bad at first!!!! SUPER THIN AND AIRY!!!! lucky got IP lah!!!! when to try get back my tone until it was super rich but MURKY AND UNPLEASANT!!!! haiz... i'm such a failure on my flute SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! den mr ho came n rehearsed thames and sight-read american graffiti... the flute section, from a almost girl-dominated section, has become a section of 3 guys!!!! lisa's at m'sia, yuxin's on the harp, cindy's at chem va, chenyu back in china, and xy going to australia!!!! left anthony, keene, and me!!!!! HA!!!! played the flute 1 solo which sounded quite bad for me!!!! haiz what a failure am i!?!? anyway after that got exco elections meeting... HAHA I WAS SHOCKED TO C BM AS MY FIRST CHOICE!!!! AH MAH PUT THAT DOWN FOR ME N I'M THE 1 OF THE ONLY 2 DARING ENuf to OPT FOr THIS POST!!!!! SIAOZ LAH!!!! ah heck lah... we'll just c how!!!! i really dunno how i'm gonna screw my interview!!!! i mean HOW DO U EXPECT ME TO DO WELL FOR INTERVIEW WHEN I DUN EVEN NOE THE JOB SCOPE OF A BM!?!? well elections is really confusing and messy in njcsb... no clear instructions whatsoever... i noe the j2s are all busy and everything and so are the j1s but THIS CONCERNS THE FUTURE OF THE BAND!!!! I NOE IT'S BORING BUT SHOULDN'T THEY LIKE SIT DOWN AND TELL US THE JOBSCOPE OF EVERY SINGLE POSITION IN THE EXCO!?!? oh well.. anyway after that prac a bit with cindy then was really exhausted - i was panting lah!!!! so made my way home and NOW I'M HERE BLOGGING!!!! well niteZ ppl!!!! zZzZzZz...
y can't u just move ur ass off the sofa and at least try something to salvage the situation a little? u may think that there's no hope but HOW SURE ARE U?!?! HOW DO U NOE WITHOUT EVEN TRYING!?!? IS UR ASS THAT HEAVY THAT IT IS SUCH A CHORE FOR U TO MOVE ACROSS THE HOUSE TO TAKE SOMETHING!?!? now the situation is totally HOPELESS due to your indifference... HAPPY NOW?!?!?!
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
10:04 PM
10:04 PM
what a day!
had band this morning... woke up super early just to have music quiz comm meeting... end up less than half the comm was there!?!? not that i blame them or something... it just shows how stressed and tired we ALL are!!!! well the questions are mostly set liaoz =) ppl keep asking me for their groups' questions!!!! oh well, i can only tell you IT'S NOT EASY AT ALL!!!! well if you noe about this blog, then GUD FOR YOU!!!! actually is just knowing about the history and background of the composer assigned, and details on some of his more famous masterpieces and genres... mind u, that's QUITE A LOT OK!!!! so SLIPT THE MUGGING JOB AMONGST EVERYBODY!!!! n GUD LUCK TO ALL!!!!
anyway band was slightly boring, but still quite fun lah... my tone just keeps degrading as i'm trying very hard to keep it rich and solid... it's really depressing and discouraging... in fact that was the problem that stopped me from touching my flute after o's - COS' I SOUND JUST LIKE SHIT!!!! haiz... i still do... anyway band ended quite late, at around 1315 when i had to meet my sze, vania, and sc at toa payoh interchange to discuss chem va... felt SO FREAKING BAD cos i was so late that when i reached, they were about to go for their class CIP thingy... anyway they said that they could discuss during or after the cip thing n so DRAGGED ME ALONG!!!!! so i just stupidly went on to that centre (dunno exactly wat is it)... anyway their job was to take over the 06S13 class in tutoring the kids there... but since now it's the end of term, they had games and 'fun' activities... but these kids are really ROWDY!!!! i was like OMG!!!! i know we were all smth like that when we were young, but DEFINITELY NOT THAT BAD?!?! n it was SO FREAKING difficult to control them, let alone to organise a game!!!! so took super long to get down to the game, which end up vania and sze won -.- n me and sc looking out for cockroaches all around (becos the place was filled with cockroaches all around, dead and ALIVE ones!!!!! apparently some ppl were spraying pesticide the night b4 so all the cockroaches crawled in but died there, although there was still one alive which we could not kill! ARGG!!!!) anyway, had a really hard time trying to get things done (although i'm not supposed to be involved at all!!!!) and time really crawled... THESE KIDS ARE REALLY HYPERACTIVE LAH!!!! anyway after that sze had to leave and so the came to the place FOR NOTHING!!!! n end up sze do ALL the work again!!!! haiz... what kind of a team member am i!?!? let poor sze suffer alone and me nvr contributing once at all!!!! anyway just took the mrt home with vania after that, with me leaving like half her trip b4 her!!!! =) haha... i sound so mean... sorry... reached home and devoured my dinner (cos i haven't ate lunch!!!) slacked until now to blog... oh well... what a boring and uninteresting life eh? well that's all for today...
anyway band was slightly boring, but still quite fun lah... my tone just keeps degrading as i'm trying very hard to keep it rich and solid... it's really depressing and discouraging... in fact that was the problem that stopped me from touching my flute after o's - COS' I SOUND JUST LIKE SHIT!!!! haiz... i still do... anyway band ended quite late, at around 1315 when i had to meet my sze, vania, and sc at toa payoh interchange to discuss chem va... felt SO FREAKING BAD cos i was so late that when i reached, they were about to go for their class CIP thingy... anyway they said that they could discuss during or after the cip thing n so DRAGGED ME ALONG!!!!! so i just stupidly went on to that centre (dunno exactly wat is it)... anyway their job was to take over the 06S13 class in tutoring the kids there... but since now it's the end of term, they had games and 'fun' activities... but these kids are really ROWDY!!!! i was like OMG!!!! i know we were all smth like that when we were young, but DEFINITELY NOT THAT BAD?!?! n it was SO FREAKING difficult to control them, let alone to organise a game!!!! so took super long to get down to the game, which end up vania and sze won -.- n me and sc looking out for cockroaches all around (becos the place was filled with cockroaches all around, dead and ALIVE ones!!!!! apparently some ppl were spraying pesticide the night b4 so all the cockroaches crawled in but died there, although there was still one alive which we could not kill! ARGG!!!!) anyway, had a really hard time trying to get things done (although i'm not supposed to be involved at all!!!!) and time really crawled... THESE KIDS ARE REALLY HYPERACTIVE LAH!!!! anyway after that sze had to leave and so the came to the place FOR NOTHING!!!! n end up sze do ALL the work again!!!! haiz... what kind of a team member am i!?!? let poor sze suffer alone and me nvr contributing once at all!!!! anyway just took the mrt home with vania after that, with me leaving like half her trip b4 her!!!! =) haha... i sound so mean... sorry... reached home and devoured my dinner (cos i haven't ate lunch!!!) slacked until now to blog... oh well... what a boring and uninteresting life eh? well that's all for today...
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
8:47 PM
8:47 PM
slacking...
haiz... got so much to do these few days... but I'M NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING!!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?!!? HAVE I BECOME LAZY BEYOND REDEMPTION!?!?!
anyway feeling surprisingly bored now so decided to blog.... but got no inspiration leh...
had music lesson this morning... quite a killer coverage... first it was neo-classicism on stravinsky and half the time i was like lost in the lesson!!!! studying on how he composes he neo-classical works... really interesting actually... but when it comes to exams it'll get even more 'INTERESTING'!!!! haiz... dunno how i'm gonna cope for my common test lah... somemore practical coming very soon!!!! HOW?!!?!?! well watched opera to conclude the neo-classical part of the lesson - the Rake's Progress!!!! BUT THE LESSON DIDN'T END THERE!!!! what's worse was indian music was up next!!!! n not any indian classical music history, but learning their notation!!!! omg it was really driving me nuts!!!! can u imagine trying to listen to those notes that r like somewhat between nowhere!?!? those microtonal bits!!!! n we have to notate it!!!! omg i'm really going crazy!!!! so friends if u c me on the streets behaving abnormally, please do not mind me!!!!
then went to get back my gp essay!!!! it was a wrong decision to put me in a01 in the first place!!!! i mean i really smoked my way through o's english and the standard in a01 is really too high to catch up!!!! i mean look at my essay!!!! FULL OF RED MARKS EVERYWHERE!!!! SO MANY 'ZERO TOLERANCE ERRORS'!!!! i bet mr whitbly must have been vomitting blood when he read the essay!!!! i'm so sorry!!!!
oh well came home to sleep... didn't expect to sleep til 7 but i did... woke up to have my dinner then wanted to prac flute, but my dad was slping so didn't want to disturb him... haiz... WHEN AM I EVER GONNA START PRACTICING!?!?! oh well... that's all for today...
anyway feeling surprisingly bored now so decided to blog.... but got no inspiration leh...
had music lesson this morning... quite a killer coverage... first it was neo-classicism on stravinsky and half the time i was like lost in the lesson!!!! studying on how he composes he neo-classical works... really interesting actually... but when it comes to exams it'll get even more 'INTERESTING'!!!! haiz... dunno how i'm gonna cope for my common test lah... somemore practical coming very soon!!!! HOW?!!?!?! well watched opera to conclude the neo-classical part of the lesson - the Rake's Progress!!!! BUT THE LESSON DIDN'T END THERE!!!! what's worse was indian music was up next!!!! n not any indian classical music history, but learning their notation!!!! omg it was really driving me nuts!!!! can u imagine trying to listen to those notes that r like somewhat between nowhere!?!? those microtonal bits!!!! n we have to notate it!!!! omg i'm really going crazy!!!! so friends if u c me on the streets behaving abnormally, please do not mind me!!!!
then went to get back my gp essay!!!! it was a wrong decision to put me in a01 in the first place!!!! i mean i really smoked my way through o's english and the standard in a01 is really too high to catch up!!!! i mean look at my essay!!!! FULL OF RED MARKS EVERYWHERE!!!! SO MANY 'ZERO TOLERANCE ERRORS'!!!! i bet mr whitbly must have been vomitting blood when he read the essay!!!! i'm so sorry!!!!
oh well came home to sleep... didn't expect to sleep til 7 but i did... woke up to have my dinner then wanted to prac flute, but my dad was slping so didn't want to disturb him... haiz... WHEN AM I EVER GONNA START PRACTICING!?!?! oh well... that's all for today...
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Monday, May 21, 2007
11:03 PM
11:03 PM
i miss the gud old days...
sorry... haven't been blogging regularly... not like my blog has any viewership at all... oh well... it's just me and myself all alone...
last sunday was the actual thing... a lot has happened b4 that and many obstacles obstructed the smooth path... but WE STILL MANAGED TO PULL THROUGH!!!! well sunday was the piano ensemble ucc concert n i was supposed to get a flute trio done by then... which was like 1 week after syf... freaky... well got cindy and yu xin at first... but cindy had gpp to do... can't blame her esp when she's under so much stress... poor her... nvm i can understand... so LUCKILY lisa agreed... thx LOTS lisa!!!! i noe i have caused you lots of trouble at home n i'm REALLY SORRY!!!! :'-( i mean REALLY!!!! i noe it was hard for u to come down on time and getting rid of the phlegm... i really feel very bad... haiz... what kind of a alien am i!?!? anyway practised only frm fri and sat morn... i feel really bad to make u both wake up SOOO FREAKING EARLY!!!!
anyway sunday came... lisa couldn't make it on time! (not ur fault i noe) well lucky mr seow was kind enuf to give some leeway!!!! i'm oso very sorry to him for causing him so much trouble and delay... haiz... anyway made a couple of wrong turns on my way to ucc... lucky i realised in time... went in to warm up only to feel my tone getting from bad to worse!!!! waited til lisa came den had rehearsal on stage... quite fun... then ate!!!! u shud have seen the food!!!! IT WAS SOOOO PACKED LAH!!!! N DELICIOUS!!!! ok i was hungry n anything taste good when u're hungry... played 3-ppl bridge after that... i'm only getting the hang of it... practised for a while den continued bridge... posed for some pictures and went on stage...
it was totally frightening!!!! lisa had so much phlegm that she didn't play half the time!!!! then when she disappeared it was so shocking and alarming... she just stood there trying her best to swallow the phlegm and go on... but then came another... poor she... u don't have to feel bad - it was not ur fault!!!! anyway kind of felt bad after that but recovered fast... went out during intermission to meet friends but couldn't find faisal!!!! grrrr... den bridged til the end of the concert and went home to slp... really tired... but i REALLY APPRECIATED YUXIN & LISA'S HELP THRUOUT!!!! THX A LOT!!!! I REALLY LUV U PPL!
anyway, some random pics that day...
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today was BAND DAY!!!! i so just love it!!!! but lisa wasn't in her usual form - she was EXTREMELY TIRED!!!! i mean LOOK AT HER EYEBAGS!!!! were really bad... n i could oso feel some sadness within her... sorry lisa... to have taken up so much of ur time... made u lose so much slp... i'm really sorry... what an ass am i!!!! well went thru thames journey for the first time... quite fun... well... went back and was tired again.... I DUNNO WAT'S WRONG WITH ME THESE FEW DAYS!!!! ALWAYS SO FREAKING TIRED AND OFF FORM!!!! ARGGGG!!!! well shall go slp now... niTeZZZZZZZ!!!! i'm so gonna dream of the orientation days, the 0ld7S13 days, and the syf days... i SO miss them!!!!
thx lisa and yu xin for everything! really! i couldn't have done anything w/o u ppl!!! i'm really glad to have been here!!!! lisa, CHEER UP!!!!
last sunday was the actual thing... a lot has happened b4 that and many obstacles obstructed the smooth path... but WE STILL MANAGED TO PULL THROUGH!!!! well sunday was the piano ensemble ucc concert n i was supposed to get a flute trio done by then... which was like 1 week after syf... freaky... well got cindy and yu xin at first... but cindy had gpp to do... can't blame her esp when she's under so much stress... poor her... nvm i can understand... so LUCKILY lisa agreed... thx LOTS lisa!!!! i noe i have caused you lots of trouble at home n i'm REALLY SORRY!!!! :'-( i mean REALLY!!!! i noe it was hard for u to come down on time and getting rid of the phlegm... i really feel very bad... haiz... what kind of a alien am i!?!? anyway practised only frm fri and sat morn... i feel really bad to make u both wake up SOOO FREAKING EARLY!!!!
anyway sunday came... lisa couldn't make it on time! (not ur fault i noe) well lucky mr seow was kind enuf to give some leeway!!!! i'm oso very sorry to him for causing him so much trouble and delay... haiz... anyway made a couple of wrong turns on my way to ucc... lucky i realised in time... went in to warm up only to feel my tone getting from bad to worse!!!! waited til lisa came den had rehearsal on stage... quite fun... then ate!!!! u shud have seen the food!!!! IT WAS SOOOO PACKED LAH!!!! N DELICIOUS!!!! ok i was hungry n anything taste good when u're hungry... played 3-ppl bridge after that... i'm only getting the hang of it... practised for a while den continued bridge... posed for some pictures and went on stage...
it was totally frightening!!!! lisa had so much phlegm that she didn't play half the time!!!! then when she disappeared it was so shocking and alarming... she just stood there trying her best to swallow the phlegm and go on... but then came another... poor she... u don't have to feel bad - it was not ur fault!!!! anyway kind of felt bad after that but recovered fast... went out during intermission to meet friends but couldn't find faisal!!!! grrrr... den bridged til the end of the concert and went home to slp... really tired... but i REALLY APPRECIATED YUXIN & LISA'S HELP THRUOUT!!!! THX A LOT!!!! I REALLY LUV U PPL!
anyway, some random pics that day...
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today was BAND DAY!!!! i so just love it!!!! but lisa wasn't in her usual form - she was EXTREMELY TIRED!!!! i mean LOOK AT HER EYEBAGS!!!! were really bad... n i could oso feel some sadness within her... sorry lisa... to have taken up so much of ur time... made u lose so much slp... i'm really sorry... what an ass am i!!!! well went thru thames journey for the first time... quite fun... well... went back and was tired again.... I DUNNO WAT'S WRONG WITH ME THESE FEW DAYS!!!! ALWAYS SO FREAKING TIRED AND OFF FORM!!!! ARGGGG!!!! well shall go slp now... niTeZZZZZZZ!!!! i'm so gonna dream of the orientation days, the 0ld7S13 days, and the syf days... i SO miss them!!!!
thx lisa and yu xin for everything! really! i couldn't have done anything w/o u ppl!!! i'm really glad to have been here!!!! lisa, CHEER UP!!!!
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
9:48 PM
9:48 PM
SYF's over... but life DOES NOT go on as usual...
it's been like the 4th day after syf was over last fri... but i'm not going back to normal at all!!!! help... i thought i would... on sat was quite emo cos was nvr gonna have that fun and laughter with my chicken section again :'-( crap... well understandable... so tot i could push back work to sunday... den sunday came n it was a day for wasting my time... listening to recordings... catching up with slp... everything except mugging to catch up... I'M REALLY LOST IN NOWHERE NOW FOR MY TUTORIALS!!!! physics and chem is at least 2 tutorials behind... maths not so bad but it'll come soon... hope mr low doesn't kill me... monday went back to sku... was surprised cos i had to conduct - shermin had to make the morn announcement for syf & benjamin was away on dental appointment... they said i was smiling all the way which looked wierd... SORRY LAH!!! haven't been conducting any band for damn long leh!!! den the spd of majulah escalated like mad!!!! oh well... WHAT KIND OF A CONDUCTOR AM I!?!? n band was crazy when shermin made our announcement... oh well at least we took pride in our result... life did NOT go on as usual... still slping during lectures and equally blur during tutorials... somebody HELP ME!!!! TAKE PITY ON ME!!!! den had pw dicussion which went on for AGES!!!! i really hate pw now!!!! totally sucks!!!! not like
i tot tues would turn for the beta... found myself lost for chem and physics lessons... slp during maths lecture n daphne was trying to wake me up constantly while sze wrote smth on my notes while i was slping n I DIDN'T REALISE AT ALL!!!! help me!!!! what's happening to me!?!?! well went for pw n had quite a heated argument over stuff... very sad... no doubt conflicts are inevitable... but it's only the beginning... if this continues on we are SOOOOO screwed!!!! but look on the bright side boy, CHILL!!!! n u too hong hu!!!! relax... i noe leader very stress... esp when it does concern ur a's... dun worry we'll figure it out somehow!!!! went for music lesson... couldn't catch up either... was lost in nowhere, yawning non-stop!!!! :-0 HELP ME!!!! but it was fun though... aft that helped hong hu rush out GPP!!!! well at least it was done... N WENT TO BAND ROOM AGAIN!!!!!!!!! well not a bad thing, but this only shows that i'm still very into syf mood, which is not gud for mi studies!!!!! oh well.... prac macchu and fantasy in students lounge while eating popcorn with cindy, yuxin and lisa, n not forgetting kai xin!!!! den prac our trio to let mr seow hear!!!! sorry mr seow i noe still quite raw!!!! sorry for being so last minute!!!! oh well but u'll probably have to suffer that for another 1.5yrs!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! jkjk... felt so bad to make him come down so early on sat!!!! n U 2!!!!! cannot desert me now.... if not i really screwed leh!!!! pls... i noe i'm nobody but at least for my sake PLS?????? n lisa i didn't mean to leave u out.... it just so happened that i got this ppl first BECOS they sat nearer to me in band!!!! SORRY LISA!!!! will include u another time YA???? oh well aft that everybody left one by one... left me n cindy practising macchu SERIOUSLY!!!! well we managed to make the first part slightly improved!!!! :-) but still got to work alot on the running notes!!!! & UR TONE IS DEAD NICE LAH!!!! STOP DENYING IT!!!! IS SUPER NICE LAH!!!! I FEEL SO LOUSY!!!! I WANNA GO COMMIT SUICIDE!!!! oh well i just have to prac... wish me luck... went online n saw these pictures of syf memories!!!! luved it to bits!!!! THX LOTS BEATRICE!!!!
ONE BIG CHICKEN FAMILY!!!!
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
3:39 PM
3:39 PM
finally... a breather... and a GOLD... but the story goes on... the memories remain...
i'm finally back!!! i'm sorry to have neglected u ppl so long... anyway I'M BACK!!!! with not very gud news though...
well... if u still didn't noe by now (which u ought to b shot by now!), the thing that kept me busy for the past few wks was SYF!!!! yea i'm in band... the last syf... aft battling countless obstacles we as a band have finally done it and obtain a GOLD on 11th may!!!! nothing regretful... we were already prepared to obtain a gold, not with e honors... oh well.. aft using so much of the sku's resources... n we weren't able to produce a GWH... n worst spoilt ur line of half days... i'm really sorry...
well... no regrets about gold... cos what matters is the whole process... we had fun, shared tears, had chickens, had cup noddles, irritated ppl... and lots more... all together as a section and as a band... if u asked we would i have done differently if i were given another chance my answer would b NO...
well we all felt that there were some undeserving bands of their award, whether it was supposed to be beta or for the worse... like TJC!!! it was really worth the wait for them... and bustle and jostle... n TRIN was playing the picc.. CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! haha just kidding... trin is the most talented amongst the 3 of us...
anyway here's the recount of syf day... i woke up at 5.10am... rushing thru my breakfast and forcing as much down my throat... quickly washed up and double checked everything and rushed off to sku with my dad fetching... guess what time i reached sku? freaking 6am!!! when nobody was there at all... den i saw fiona haha... den everybody started to come... the door was still locked... so i prac outside... poor animals couldn't slp longer... den band started... took quite long to settle our attire... den had combine warmup and mr ho rehearsed us... that's when the tchrs told us one of our buses were held up in the jam... so we split up to sit the tchrs' cars n we sat on mr ho's!!!! haha sorry anthony... anyway reached there... waited for quite some time... xy burst a balloon... made quite some bit of noise... finally tuned and got ready...
den it was the ACTUAL THING... was very focused in safari... too focused that i forgot about music totally... so it just went past me... den internal combustion... marui and anthony were PERFECTLY TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME EVA!!!! omg... the beginnning was quite good... den finally woke up at 125... realised i not in any sense making music... den started to move with the music... by the time it reached 283 we were ALL MOVING, in body, in music, and the audience!!! all went well until the last note which ended with a SUPER OBVIOUS SQUEAK!!!! ARGGGGGGG!!!!! i so wished i could take the score and write squeak on the clarinet's part on the conductor's score... oh well...
aft that didn't feel gud @ all... so went on back to nj to put instruments... had a drink where i met shuning and ailin... they asked about us... so nice of them!!!! but i told them the truth, that it wasn't too gud... oh well... cindy broke down on the way back WHEN SHE PLAYED PERFECTLY WELL FOR HER SOLO AND STUNNED THE AUDIENCE!!!! dun cry!!!! cheer up!!!! u are always luved by us all whateva did wrong!!!! anyway went back n ate lunch at old chang kee... was quite nice... heard that even the judges were lost for our piece... haha... that sort of comforted me... den went back to watch the other bands... they were really gud... esp TJC... n hated some bands... shan't name them... anyway den it was results... we all agreed to go out cos we really didn't want to b separated... so everybody was crowding around the handfones listening to the results that were barely audible... anyway it soon came to us... "Band no.6, National Junior College, GOLD!" we stunned for a while in total silence, cos most of us wanted gwh, but in the end broke the silence and cheered unwillingly... really sad... aft that listened on to other results... well not all the gwh bands deserved it... at least one didn't... oh well... mr alvin leong was super funny... he was going like "no justice" or smth... haha... anyway went home with 4 guys in total silence... partially due to shock, partially due to exhaustion... reached home, listened to internal combustion for the last time, and closed the chapter on it... went to bathe and slp... didn't take dinner... until this morn... came on the com... watched a bit of tv.... just didn't want to go back to hw... felt emo in the aftnoon... cried mildly cos i really missed the times of fun, not the results... oh well... smsed the rest of my section to thx them for the memorable times... was really feeling down... den listened to watchman tell us of the night and macchu picchu... felt so much beta... oh well... i'll nvr forget these memories... really enjoyable times... n i'll really miss them...
well... if u still didn't noe by now (which u ought to b shot by now!), the thing that kept me busy for the past few wks was SYF!!!! yea i'm in band... the last syf... aft battling countless obstacles we as a band have finally done it and obtain a GOLD on 11th may!!!! nothing regretful... we were already prepared to obtain a gold, not with e honors... oh well.. aft using so much of the sku's resources... n we weren't able to produce a GWH... n worst spoilt ur line of half days... i'm really sorry...
well... no regrets about gold... cos what matters is the whole process... we had fun, shared tears, had chickens, had cup noddles, irritated ppl... and lots more... all together as a section and as a band... if u asked we would i have done differently if i were given another chance my answer would b NO...
well we all felt that there were some undeserving bands of their award, whether it was supposed to be beta or for the worse... like TJC!!! it was really worth the wait for them... and bustle and jostle... n TRIN was playing the picc.. CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! haha just kidding... trin is the most talented amongst the 3 of us...
anyway here's the recount of syf day... i woke up at 5.10am... rushing thru my breakfast and forcing as much down my throat... quickly washed up and double checked everything and rushed off to sku with my dad fetching... guess what time i reached sku? freaking 6am!!! when nobody was there at all... den i saw fiona haha... den everybody started to come... the door was still locked... so i prac outside... poor animals couldn't slp longer... den band started... took quite long to settle our attire... den had combine warmup and mr ho rehearsed us... that's when the tchrs told us one of our buses were held up in the jam... so we split up to sit the tchrs' cars n we sat on mr ho's!!!! haha sorry anthony... anyway reached there... waited for quite some time... xy burst a balloon... made quite some bit of noise... finally tuned and got ready...
den it was the ACTUAL THING... was very focused in safari... too focused that i forgot about music totally... so it just went past me... den internal combustion... marui and anthony were PERFECTLY TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME EVA!!!! omg... the beginnning was quite good... den finally woke up at 125... realised i not in any sense making music... den started to move with the music... by the time it reached 283 we were ALL MOVING, in body, in music, and the audience!!! all went well until the last note which ended with a SUPER OBVIOUS SQUEAK!!!! ARGGGGGGG!!!!! i so wished i could take the score and write squeak on the clarinet's part on the conductor's score... oh well...
aft that didn't feel gud @ all... so went on back to nj to put instruments... had a drink where i met shuning and ailin... they asked about us... so nice of them!!!! but i told them the truth, that it wasn't too gud... oh well... cindy broke down on the way back WHEN SHE PLAYED PERFECTLY WELL FOR HER SOLO AND STUNNED THE AUDIENCE!!!! dun cry!!!! cheer up!!!! u are always luved by us all whateva did wrong!!!! anyway went back n ate lunch at old chang kee... was quite nice... heard that even the judges were lost for our piece... haha... that sort of comforted me... den went back to watch the other bands... they were really gud... esp TJC... n hated some bands... shan't name them... anyway den it was results... we all agreed to go out cos we really didn't want to b separated... so everybody was crowding around the handfones listening to the results that were barely audible... anyway it soon came to us... "Band no.6, National Junior College, GOLD!" we stunned for a while in total silence, cos most of us wanted gwh, but in the end broke the silence and cheered unwillingly... really sad... aft that listened on to other results... well not all the gwh bands deserved it... at least one didn't... oh well... mr alvin leong was super funny... he was going like "no justice" or smth... haha... anyway went home with 4 guys in total silence... partially due to shock, partially due to exhaustion... reached home, listened to internal combustion for the last time, and closed the chapter on it... went to bathe and slp... didn't take dinner... until this morn... came on the com... watched a bit of tv.... just didn't want to go back to hw... felt emo in the aftnoon... cried mildly cos i really missed the times of fun, not the results... oh well... smsed the rest of my section to thx them for the memorable times... was really feeling down... den listened to watchman tell us of the night and macchu picchu... felt so much beta... oh well... i'll nvr forget these memories... really enjoyable times... n i'll really miss them...
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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