back to waking up early AGAIN!!!! i really hate waking up early!!!! i really don't understand y must school and work always start in the wee hours of the morning?!?! oh well... was supposed to report to school at 0800 for chem lecture... ended up slightly late for it... but the thing is I NEVER INTENDED TO GO FOR IT!!!! i called sze last nite n she was telling to pon lecture and do va meanwhile!!!! well i did just that cos OUR VA WAS NOT EVEN DONE AT ALL!!!! N TODAY'S OUR DEADLINE!!!! haha what were we thinking... anyway i was the earliest (i think so)... sze came in slightly later and den came sc... vania was trapped in the LT for quite some time but still managed to get out (apparently she came to us from a mysterious direction that was totally opp. the path to LT!!!!)... anyway i came up with this stupid idea to explain the bond pair and lone pair repulsion: lone pairs being loners hate company and stick all to themselves while bond pairs are relatively more peace-loving creatures and love company -.- n so when bond pairs come to together, they are able to adjust to each other well.. when 1 lone and bond pair come together, although the loner wants to be alone, the bond pair trys his/her best to bring each other closer.. ultimately, when lone pair meets lone pair, they detest each other and would be the furthest away from each other.. so that explains why lone pair-lone pair > lone-bond pair > bond-bond pair repulsion!!!! ta-da!!!! (i noe it sounds a bit -.- but at least it made sense rite?) well sze accepted the idea and started drawing our sort of comic strip for VSEPR theory!!!! she draws SO NICE AND CUTE!!!! n i feel so bad cos i did not contribute anything at all!!!! at the end of the day really to thank SZE!!!! she SAVED THE DAY!!!! anyway finished the comic strip rite at the dot when we were supposed to present (i.e. at 1030)... rushed through presentation... didn't even noe if the teachers knew what we were talking or drawing about... hope mr ng is lenient enuf!!!! =(

anyway after that was super hungry but canteen was not open... saw sze and vania again and wanted to go out the with them to coro for lunch... walked to the side gate only to find IT WAS CLOSED!!!! STUPID SCHOOL MANAGEMENT!!!! Y CAN'T THEY BE MORE FLEXIBLE AND UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS SCHOOL HOLS NOW AND STUDENTS COME IN AT ANYTIME!!!! N YOUR MAIN GATE, UNLIKE OTHER SCHOOL'S, IS FAR AWAY RITE INTO THE CORNER AFTER SO MANY BENTS IN THE ROAD!!!! NO PEA-BRAIN!!!! walked to the old main gate hoping it was open somehow (or at least some shorter route than that by the main gate)... disappointed... walked back up to the canteen only to realise we went one round for nothing!!!! well walking slowly to the main gate and to the bus-stop... met jian hao along the way... yes n he haunted me the sad fact of my dorm mate AGAIN!!!!! i'm gonna kill him some day!!!! finally reached coro n met jeff... when to but lemon chicken rice which was like SUPER CROWDED!!!! crowded nvm but was SUPER DISORDERLY OSO LAH!!! ppl who sat at their chairs and tables got their orders way b4 the ppl queueing for takeaways!!!! so irritating... n FINALLY after like 1/2hr plus plus plus got our rice and rushed back to sku to binge... couldn't finish cos i ate to fast!!!! haiz waste food again!!!!

then went for band... practised for a while... realised my tone was super bad at first!!!! SUPER THIN AND AIRY!!!! lucky got IP lah!!!! when to try get back my tone until it was super rich but MURKY AND UNPLEASANT!!!! haiz... i'm such a failure on my flute SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! den mr ho came n rehearsed thames and sight-read american graffiti... the flute section, from a almost girl-dominated section, has become a section of 3 guys!!!! lisa's at m'sia, yuxin's on the harp, cindy's at chem va, chenyu back in china, and xy going to australia!!!! left anthony, keene, and me!!!!! HA!!!! played the flute 1 solo which sounded quite bad for me!!!! haiz what a failure am i!?!? anyway after that got exco elections meeting... HAHA I WAS SHOCKED TO C BM AS MY FIRST CHOICE!!!! AH MAH PUT THAT DOWN FOR ME N I'M THE 1 OF THE ONLY 2 DARING ENuf to OPT FOr THIS POST!!!!! SIAOZ LAH!!!! ah heck lah... we'll just c how!!!! i really dunno how i'm gonna screw my interview!!!! i mean HOW DO U EXPECT ME TO DO WELL FOR INTERVIEW WHEN I DUN EVEN NOE THE JOB SCOPE OF A BM!?!? well elections is really confusing and messy in njcsb... no clear instructions whatsoever... i noe the j2s are all busy and everything and so are the j1s but THIS CONCERNS THE FUTURE OF THE BAND!!!! I NOE IT'S BORING BUT SHOULDN'T THEY LIKE SIT DOWN AND TELL US THE JOBSCOPE OF EVERY SINGLE POSITION IN THE EXCO!?!? oh well.. anyway after that prac a bit with cindy then was really exhausted - i was panting lah!!!! so made my way home and NOW I'M HERE BLOGGING!!!! well niteZ ppl!!!! zZzZzZz...

y can't u just move ur ass off the sofa and at least try something to salvage the situation a little? u may think that there's no hope but HOW SURE ARE U?!?! HOW DO U NOE WITHOUT EVEN TRYING!?!? IS UR ASS THAT HEAVY THAT IT IS SUCH A CHORE FOR U TO MOVE ACROSS THE HOUSE TO TAKE SOMETHING!?!? now the situation is totally HOPELESS due to your indifference... HAPPY NOW?!?!?!