it's been like the 4th day after syf was over last fri... but i'm not going back to normal at all!!!! help... i thought i would... on sat was quite emo cos was nvr gonna have that fun and laughter with my chicken section again :'-( crap... well understandable... so tot i could push back work to sunday... den sunday came n it was a day for wasting my time... listening to recordings... catching up with slp... everything except mugging to catch up... I'M REALLY LOST IN NOWHERE NOW FOR MY TUTORIALS!!!! physics and chem is at least 2 tutorials behind... maths not so bad but it'll come soon... hope mr low doesn't kill me... monday went back to sku... was surprised cos i had to conduct - shermin had to make the morn announcement for syf & benjamin was away on dental appointment... they said i was smiling all the way which looked wierd... SORRY LAH!!! haven't been conducting any band for damn long leh!!! den the spd of majulah escalated like mad!!!! oh well... WHAT KIND OF A CONDUCTOR AM I!?!? n band was crazy when shermin made our announcement... oh well at least we took pride in our result... life did NOT go on as usual... still slping during lectures and equally blur during tutorials... somebody HELP ME!!!! TAKE PITY ON ME!!!! den had pw dicussion which went on for AGES!!!! i really hate pw now!!!! totally sucks!!!! not like ur efforts are ever gonna be rewarded with such a screwed up moe system!!!! what surprised me was after sku i somehow found my way into the band room n started playing all sorts of pieces with cindy and the 3horns - macchu picchu, fantasy variations, internal combustion, n more :-) 3 days aft syf n we are still equally crazy for band!!!! i even told myself previously that i'm gonna quit band after syf!!!! what stupid thoughts!!!! i can't desert my dear section!!!! i SOOOOOOOO luv them <3>

i tot tues would turn for the beta... found myself lost for chem and physics lessons... slp during maths lecture n daphne was trying to wake me up constantly while sze wrote smth on my notes while i was slping n I DIDN'T REALISE AT ALL!!!! help me!!!! what's happening to me!?!?! well went for pw n had quite a heated argument over stuff... very sad... no doubt conflicts are inevitable... but it's only the beginning... if this continues on we are SOOOOO screwed!!!! but look on the bright side boy, CHILL!!!! n u too hong hu!!!! relax... i noe leader very stress... esp when it does concern ur a's... dun worry we'll figure it out somehow!!!! went for music lesson... couldn't catch up either... was lost in nowhere, yawning non-stop!!!! :-0 HELP ME!!!! but it was fun though... aft that helped hong hu rush out GPP!!!! well at least it was done... N WENT TO BAND ROOM AGAIN!!!!!!!!! well not a bad thing, but this only shows that i'm still very into syf mood, which is not gud for mi studies!!!!! oh well.... prac macchu and fantasy in students lounge while eating popcorn with cindy, yuxin and lisa, n not forgetting kai xin!!!! den prac our trio to let mr seow hear!!!! sorry mr seow i noe still quite raw!!!! sorry for being so last minute!!!! oh well but u'll probably have to suffer that for another 1.5yrs!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! jkjk... felt so bad to make him come down so early on sat!!!! n U 2!!!!! cannot desert me now.... if not i really screwed leh!!!! pls... i noe i'm nobody but at least for my sake PLS?????? n lisa i didn't mean to leave u out.... it just so happened that i got this ppl first BECOS they sat nearer to me in band!!!! SORRY LISA!!!! will include u another time YA???? oh well aft that everybody left one by one... left me n cindy practising macchu SERIOUSLY!!!! well we managed to make the first part slightly improved!!!! :-) but still got to work alot on the running notes!!!! & UR TONE IS DEAD NICE LAH!!!! STOP DENYING IT!!!! IS SUPER NICE LAH!!!! I FEEL SO LOUSY!!!! I WANNA GO COMMIT SUICIDE!!!! oh well i just have to prac... wish me luck... went online n saw these pictures of syf memories!!!! luved it to bits!!!! THX LOTS BEATRICE!!!!