i sux at practically everything... academic studies is total crap nowadays... go every single lesson nvr do tutorial, nvr do hw, dun understand a single s*** the tchr is talking about... n now my phy tchr changed frm michael tay to ______ who totally sucks cos he's so boring and slow and can't teach... haiz... 1 element down many more to go... played like s*** for the strings concert rehearsal... all the low notes no sound at all!!! cindy and ying rui still say i sound gud!!!! haiz... flute oso gone case... harp? dun even need to talk about it... ma rui dun prac oso 10 times beta than me when i heard her today... i totally suck at it despite practising so damn B***** hard!!!! it just only reminds me that there's no such thing as newton's 3rd las in this world... den today tried to chair a meeting but ended up like crap... my lesson ended slightly later... went in there less than 1/2 of the ppl i called for where there... those who were there were hoping mad cos i was late and dily daly (i would not if i could help it ok?!?!)... haiz... u ppl really voted the wrong person for bm... oh well got a hell lot more to do tis wk... this sunday i'm performing for the strings carnival of animals n if u ppl sick of mugging for just 1 evening (yes MAMA!!!!) just go for the concert... i'll be on the picc for about a min... which means AT LEAST 1 min of pure noise for u... haiz... wish me luck... (if i ever had it...)