i've nvr been back to my normal self... ever since preparation from etude... now that all my seniors have passed out... dear lisa and dear mama guo... i really miss them... haiz... being bm really sucks... i really am not cut out for this... n i admit i'm a bit sore to not being the pp cos i really wanna conduct again... miss tan just ask me not to waste her efforts in nurturing me... now not only let down myself also let down so many other people... i really hope guo and saw loved the presents we gave them... quality is not that good but really put in lots of effort... just so miss them... and i tink xy feels very left out now... how to bring her back into the section?

now going for lessons is as gud as going to slp... i really cannot concentrate... feel very bad going for mr low's lessons without doing anything... i tink he gave up on me liaoz... haiz... i'm really degrading to nowhere liaoz... someone help me...

i miss my section...