so many things has happened this week, and my week wasn't entirely good at all... first shock, miss tan was fired from a conductress of chssb... really sad, how some people only look at superficial results and fired her just because... i can just say the band has really lost a great musician, really one of the greatest i've ever seen... i won't comment on whether it was her fault or what but as humans we all deviate from the path sometimes without realising it... oh well that's life...

on tue went to tsai lao shi's house but ended up realising all my mistakes - EVERYTHING THAT I WAS DOING WAS A MISTAKE!!!!! haiz... i'm not exaggerating at all ok?!?! haiz when will i ever learn?

den on wednesday, got caught for ponning caal... to think when the teacher came in we continued playing our instruments as if nothing had happened! anyway it was kinda fun and k-cube didn't find out, til so far... after that was the open day tech run which non-existent in the first place, then became of importance and was cancelled again... the band was really slow, which is very bad... asked them to report back at 4.30 they were still strolling in at 4.40... during rehearsal not serious at all, making a fun out of everything... i noe now is not like super crucial period and it's really ok to crack jokes every now and then and keep the spirit high but it was too much... haiz... instant concert still needs lots of work...

3rd, colours award dumped on the band... suppose to be the ic of program and performance which is really bad cos that's where most (if not all) of the sai kang lies... supposed to be shut down friday but i ended up leaving sku only at like 6 plus... n the stupid traffic was really bad and i waited til 7 to finally get on a bus.. haiz... den nobody to accompany me... haiz... i hate to say this but life really sux to the core now... i so wish for hols where i really can enjoy every moment of life...