all good things come to an end... as much as i dun wish for them to... like it or not memories will fade... it first starts with you preferring company of your new environment and friends, then you start placing priorities and ignore your true old friends, until u ultimately throw them into the back of your brain, never to be retrieved again... if u're lucky (or unlucky, depends on how u perceive it) u might just catch a glimpse of those photos again while packing up your room, and suddenly the memories swarm back to u as if it was just ytd, and u suddenly regret, "why didn't I treasure those moments then?"

maybe, someday i'll totally forget clean all these childhood memories i have and enjoy now... maybe, i'll totally forget my entire chicken section - guo mama, saw, ant, lump, xy... maybe, someday i'll make new friends and wipe these memories of genuine happiness off my biological hard drive... i hope not but who noes? who can predict the future? maybe when i'm old i might be senile or have alzhimers n forget even who my family members are... it's really scary just to think all that u have known for all your life will be just gone like that... the smiles, the laughter, the friendship, and kinship...

someday u might just c me on the streets but walk past me without acknowledgment, simply because u have forgotten me or our relationship probably dates back too long ago to be of any significance... dun worry, i won't blame u... it's not your fault, it's just what this world has moulded u into - a success craver that just passes from day to day trying hard to survive and make a name for yourself, thinking that u noe and are doing everything important in this world but actually neglecting every single important on the face of this earth... again i say it's not your fault and i won't blame u at all... so likewise if i happen to do the same to u, please forgive and if it's within your means, please bring me back, not to the right path defined by this world, but to the humane path defined by your heart...