haiz... just read my few old entries of other people's blog on syf and on etude... all the memories all swarming to me now... i dunno... will it ever be the same again? no doubt people will change n it's inevitable... u just have to live with it... but wallowing in despair and self-pity ain't helping at all, which is probably the best description of the state i am in now... can i ever bring the band to reproduce such bond in the next batch? they say it's always the syf year that makes the diff and we ppl always end up on the non syf yr... gud and bad lah... i was trying to do the same previously with my sec band, convincing them that whether syf or not we still have to do our best, no dropping of standards at all, but look what i've done to them? i really need to think what do we really want out of band life in these 1.5 to 2 years... but really time is really so short for anything... u just knew these ppl and u have to let go so soon... haven't even got to know them well enuf... haven't enjoyed your time... n it's over... IT'S OVER, GET IT? i'll probably never get it... maybe someday we'll c... all the best to saw and guo for their prelims and a's!!!!!! =p ur chicky juniors r behind ur back... maybe we should do smth for them as a band... i dunno... but definitely not put up stupid banners say "all the best" bla bla bla... AS IF IT'LL HELP!!!!! i dunno what can we do for them...