oh well got back all my papers today... like FINALLY!!!! on the whole 1A, 2Bs, 1D (not sure about that one yet), and 1E!!!! not too happy with most of them... first: Maths - A. Happy cos i improved from 89 last time. But very disappointed with myself, cos i really made alot of careless mistakes!!!! and THANK GOD half the paper was proving questions, if not i would have lost more marks to carelessness!!!! so angry with myself lah!!!! idiot me!!!! if not i would have like gotten 99 for the promo paper itself!!!!! zZzZzZzZz!!!!
second: physics - B. ok lah, i should b quite happy with myself cos it's like the first time i've studied physics in a long while!!!! half the topics i only started reading just b4 promos itself!!!! considering that, i think B is not that bad liaoz!!!! again very sad because 5 marks lost for carelessness in MCQ!!!! on the whole promo paper 81/120 which i think could be done much better but i'm contented with it liaoz OK?!?!?!
third: music - B. this one i'm really very disappointed with myself.. first it's supposed to be my other strong area apart from maths, but i'm like really very upset.. first prac!!!! zZzZzZzZzZz... ok face it, i just SUCK lah!!!! brought down my friends with me and still play like shit.... i think i really should go kill myself or smth, for being such an insensitive idiot!!!! secondly, history paper, which was an utter failure!!!! ok yes blame me again!!!! i gave up in the end, cos i realised it wasn't possible to squeeze so much into my tiny pea brain last minute and i really felt like just killing myself even when studying!!!! arggggg.... on the whole, music is really a disappointment... i think i really should consider whether i should really continue in music... yes i do have some passion for it... but... cmi means cmi lah... no matter how u squeeze out still cmi!!!! face it, idiot!!!!
fourth: GP - D, i tink... cos my combine ct and promo is 45... i doubt my va will be that bad so at least can push me up to a D... but oso very disappointing lah... c lah, pon lessons somemore lah... AQ so easy to mark ah? 1 stroke and that's it - 1... screw gp lah... i so just not a language person... but that's not an excuse i guess... education does prepare u for life afterall!!!! but it just sucks!!!!! because LIFE SUCKS!!!!
fifth: chem - E. ok this mark is confirm push up one because i tried calculating and there's no way i could possibly get 11 out of 10 for VA!!!! hey it's NOT BAD ok?!?!?!?!? wanna blame, blame the chem dept for finding so much trouble for themselves... really no pea brain ah... it ain't that bad considering i'm the 4th in class and the highest is only 60 in my class so... u get the idea...
hmmm... have i finished all the subjects???? i guess so for the time being... today seems just like a roller coaster ride... started with crappy GP (low point), then moved on to nice maths (high point) , then to crappy chem (low point), and finally to better-than-average physics (high point)... can u see the shape of the ride now? saw many different faces today... actually not really many, just 2 different kinds, exhilarated or emo!!!! sze, CHEER UP!!!! come'on, u know u did well for gp, u just have high expectations of yourself!!!! yea aunt was super happy, i guess, cos she doesn't have to retain!!!! haha ur sms really funny, dun have to report to ... ok shan't remind u about it... yea nephew's happy for ya too!!!! now quite worried 'bout ant... hope he's doing fine and has promoted... i hope all that i heard were all rumours... please, let it be... den we can be back as 1 chicky section!!!! jean cried, for no apparent reason... she said she wasn't sad, but i guess deep down she still is... i think many r oso holding back their tears... oh well... a typical s'porean student will be happy to have promoted... a typical nj mugger will nvr be contented with his/her marks!!!! i shall be in btw!!!! yea congrats to all who have promoted!!!