i'm really tired... everybody's done for the promos... knowing well they wouldn't be retained (cos you can't possibly retain so many people)... n i've still have 1 more paper tmr... and it's really a crazy paper... yes it was told right in my face that it's gonna be a killer paper... and at the rate i'm going i'm not even gonna complete even 1/3 of what i'm supposed to study... still on indian classical music... i really hate memorising all the alien terms... n honestly i don't even understand what i'm reading at all... it's like the more i read up the worse it gets... and i have lass than half the day left... not done on indian... still have stravinsky and satie... yes i'm weak... i'm really weak... i tink i'll just give up on music tmr and just have a nice sleep during the paper... i really cannot make it now... i really do hate my life totally...