u dun need someone to tell u u suck... when u suck, u noe u suck... and it's really suck... the nicer ppl ard u will try to put it through in a nicer way or say the exact opp just to comfort u... but only makes u feel more crappy... but i rather not they do otherwise, cos it's really too hurting... either way, I SUCK!!!! den ppl accidentally reveal that actually u suck when all along they have been saying u're good!!!! that the MOST HURTING PART ever!!!! den some will first say u suck, den after c-ing ur sulky face, change words and say U ROCK!!!! such hypocrisy, though the intentions r of good nature... at the end of the day, i'm trying to say I SUCK!!!! cos i simply know i suck!!!! but i dunno how i would want to receive it - the straightforward way or the hypocrite way!!!! either way, it's really very hurting... i dunno... i ever thought of changing totally, but i simply can't... some ppl can just leave it behind, others work extra hard and c their efforts being repaid, but i got neither option available even though i have tried both... screw me... screw my life... SCREW EVERYTHING!!!!