hmm... what do u do when u can't get your way? would u just let it off in anger or demand all the way for what u think is right? yet what u think is right may not definitely be right... esp when someone older is against u... but sometimes adults just can't see clearly... sometimes people are put in too high a position that they can't see straight anymore... and when they fall, it's a great fall... but worse is when they don't fall at all... then the ones to suffer are not them... are the poor generations to come... they destroy almost every single one that comes into hand... from a gem to a stone... from a phoenix to a bird... from the fire to the ashes... yet they don't feel remorseful at all...

so much for student leadership... the system is so sad a system... designed to fail right from the beginning... functions more like student servants then leaders... set out a demand and expect the leaders to do... aren't leaders supposed to LEAD? NOT TAKE ORDERS!!!!! no doubt they are students and you can give advice from afar but not RESTRICT THEIR EVERY MOVEMENT!!!! expecting us to do a proposal after the meeting doesn't make us leaders!!!! leaves the leaders everyday asking what do you want what do u not want!!!! and WHO THE HELL SAYS A LEADER IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN EXAMPLE MODEL TO THE REST?!?!?! WHO SAYS LEADERS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE MOST PERFECT PEOPLE ON THE WORLD!?!? then HOW DO YOU JUDGE A LEADER?!?!?! U SAY LEADERS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HEROS - FINE!!! then you expect us to do everything you say!!!! leaders lead! they don't follow! then HOW DO YOU JUDGE A LEADER?!?!?!? BY THE RESULTS!?!?!?!? then you'll just produce another batch of LEE HAK BOON AND V. CHENG!!!! SO HOW?!?!?!?

oh well considering i've been in worse situations of being trapped in between personal conflicts and getting scolded for that, now is not that bad afterall... i'm just trying to do what's best for everybody, yet all one cares is about the school and it's image and it's rules!!!! we do work on different sides of the school but you are still responsible for everything here and you just like me have a responsibility over us and not only to your aboves!!!! haiz but considering you are who you are, i doubt anything's gonna change...