had this sudden sense of sadness after i left mama's house... the chicky delivery plan that has been contemplated for so long is finally complete... i should be happy... but it just shows one thing - that's probably the final last thing that i can ever do for them. i have my section to really thank, especially my retarded aunt, for supporting my crazy idea right frm the start... thx to ant too, for providing so much laughter and financial support, even though u do have ur own fair share of troubles... and thx to xy too, for helping us saw's hse number... thx to mr ho for fetching us to saw's hse that day...

but now it's all over... yes u'll still c them every now and then, yes u'll still talk to them over sms... but u do noe it'll die off very soon... was talking to saw that ytd and she was like NO WE'LL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER!!!! ya, i wish so too, but nothing last foreva, n u and i clearly noe that it is only this time when everybody is tied strongly together becos we were forced to... after awhile when everything dies down, we'll each go our ways... really sad, but that's reality... ok i promised my aunt not to emo too much so i shall try to stay happy, or at least not sink deeper... i tink this is the only time when this statement is wrong: 明天会更好!!!! it only gets worse by the day, knowing it'll get further and further... i just hope saw and guo loved what we have done for them and will do well for a's... i dun ask too much... i will miss yer ppl!!!!