i've given up finding the answer... i'll probably nvr find out what's wrong with me in this lifetime... maybe it's just about the process... the process of realising myself... a journey of self-discovery... a journey of true happiness in search of an answer but nvr being able to find one... am i truly evil? just maybe the next time i do smth u just have to beware, so do i... cos i subconciously might just habour a deeper hidden intention... with this i've brought down so many with me... maybe it's time i realise that isin't impt... most importantly i have the big aim in mind... maybe someday i'll morph into who i truly am... but that's later... it shall be left for later worries... for now, i only want to do what's best... maybe that's y i went off in my thinking... wake up, pig!!!! u've got lots to do!!!! lots to care about!!!! lots more to worry about!!!! WAKE UP!!!! or is this entry another big fat lie?