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Saturday, November 10, 2007
12:57 AM
ponder...
am i really suitable for this? ever since i've taken it up, i've heard so many sorries and complains... i've tried so many ways, n tried pushing myself further, but somehow i still can't fufil my expectations... n worse it, IT HAS GOTTEN WORSE!!!! ppl r saying sorry cos they can't seem to get their part done, but fortunately, they've forgotten that the reason they needed to say sorry becos I needed to say sorry in the first place!!!! I was the one who created the whole mess and expected u to clean it up for me!!!! I was the one who made life hell!!!! u told me ur worries, yet i couldn't do anything, but just lend a listening ear!!!! although i do feel that a listening ear is just as important as correction made, but i just ain't doing anything to improve the situation... i'm sorry... i'm really sorry... maybe u shouldn't even have chosen me in the first place... i won't say it's ur fault cos it ain't... i promised too many things... too many beyond my capabilities... sorries r not enuf, becos i've screwed it all up and yet not done anything to help the situation... JUST GO DIE!!!!
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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