first... "drum roll"..............

CONGRATS to SAW and GUO for having passed through and completed the entire ordeal without dying!!!! it must have been super tough on you so NOW it's time to PARTAAAAAAAAY!!!!!

i realised yesterday was the night when i broke my tendencies of late night msn-ing/blogging/gaming/etc. y? 'cos my bro was hogging the com for the entire time... n i was freaking tired 'cos of band ytd morn (yes i finally woke up in the morning instead of the afternoon)... the past few days had been still 3 meals a day: lunch, dinner, supper!!!! i bet my parents are wondering y they hear the microwave oven go "ting!" at 2am at night!!!! mayb they still think their drifting off in lala land!!!!

anyway ytd was a great day!!!! (i have to say that lest somebody bashes me up!) started with breakie witht the h.k. gang (stands for hanky panky!!!!)... but without carmen 'cos she's having lectures with some AP at NUS (NOT attitude problem u i*__*, it's associate professors!!!!) jh ate 2 burgers and 2 harshbrowns for breakie, which was like 2 burgers more than me!!!! evil aunt forced me to eat egg!!!! ARGGGGGGGG!!!! the first attempt was successful but the 2nd was disastrous!!!! i'm sorry, i tried manZ, but my natural reactions just act up!!!!

after that was band practice!!!! half the prac was spent on laughing, 'cos the new pieces were just too crazy, and half the time the chicky section were beats apart or playing the wrong things!!!! oh my, how are we gonna carry on til etude manZ?!?!?! there's even singing (AGAIN) in one of the pieces!!!! and lunch time was spent seeing the wacko theresa trying to sing to the best of her abilities!!!! well i said TO THE BEST OF HER ABILITIES, so u can imagine how was it like then =)

n the best part for many was that, band prac ended VERY early, like WAY b4 2pm, so most were very happy!!!! (i said MOST) the remaining time was spent with the crazy gang of rv ppl (retard and her 2 sons) with 2 extras named moronsaur and idiot (yes that's me)!!!! at first wanted to choing twinkle little star variations but ek was singing so TERRIBLY that we just couldn't stop laughing and ended up not playing a single thing at all!!!! den listened to sparks (rv and yuhua alumni band) in the spring recording and then our syf internal combustion!!!! i seriously wished i had an alumni band which was as good as them!!!! but first, i'm not even anywhere near a good player, so i can just forget about unrealistic dreams!!!! and to whoever who keeps saying i'm good and (s)he's not good, there's no point arguing 'cos it's quite clear cut who is and who is not!!!! even mr ho also said it during prac already!!!! and NO it's just not only that, it's just very obvious that you are much better than me and i'm in a very bad shape... i really should transfer to perc!!!! ok that's assuming that i can even do well there!!!! (assume = make an ASS of U and ME!!!!) so STOP trying to comfort me and say i'm good or anything 'cos i'm NOT!!!! n stop being so ill-confident of urself 'cos u R GOOD!!!! DARE TO SHOW OFF WHAT U HAVE!!!! STOP HIDING!!!!

after quite a while, went off with retard and moronsaur to west mall to have dinner... and on the way saw called us!!!!! YEA!!!!!!! so happy to hear her voice AGAIN!!!! oh oh oh (imitating somebody) and she invited us to mass carding session at her house this sat!!!! YIPEEE!!!! can see everybody again!!!!

anyway selecting a place for dinner is really a difficult decision!!!! first, lack of financial resources form the main limitation of our choices! 2nd, there's no spas to greatly limit down our choices!!!! so we were just stoning there and discussing where to go for lunch for a freaking long time!!!! finally decided on bk!!!! that's when everybody suddenly turned so mysterious, as if they were scheming on something of sorts!!!! i kept checking my wallet to c whether they had shuffed anything into my wallet on the sly!!!! n after eating so long i realised that the delicious looking fish-sticks thingy was actually cheese!!!! oh manZ thank God there was jh to eat it up for me!!!!

so sat and ate for a quite long time til like 6 then left for chssb bbq!!!! been ages since i've ever stepped into the school... saw many old faces - mark lee, wilson, feiyang, cheun chin etc.!!!! oh n i finally got to see leonard tan after hearing so much about him!!!! oh manZ he rocks to the core!!!! he's really good!!!! n i dunno what edwin heng had been gossiping about me that he wanted to talk to me!!!!! haha actually just asking be 'bout njcsb, our tunein, about this and that!!!! hmmm... i dunno whether i had revealed too much but i can't be bothered now!!!! he's really good!!!!! they had band prac 8-10 and trust me, they were OMG good!!!! leonard tan was good, with his cheerfulness and cold jokes, and the band was really rich and very good, considering they're venturing into a non-syf year!!!! don't be mistaken, i never said replacing miss tan was the right thing to do!!!! but anyway, he's my third conducting idol now - first is leonard bernstein (does it have something to do with the name?), 2nd is miss tan!!!!!!

anyway left at like 10, climbing out over the wall 'cos the stupid gate was locked!!!! well, if u're a cat high boy, u'll be used to it by now!!!! reached home very tired and just bathed, listened to a few pieces and conked out!!!! u really can imagine how tired i was!!!! well this entire post isn't really random, 'cos it's actually just what happened yesterday!!!!

everyday i'm feeling more and more uneasy and upset... whatever i c gets on my nerves even more... ok u may call me a petty jealous jerk, 'cos i am one, but i don't really care... my heart ain't giving way, though i know it's nvr possible... now i'm even beginning to suspect something... let go andrew, LET IT GO!!!!