just saw something which doesn't concern me... but it affected me SO much... yes to tears... i dunno... i just can't imagine what's gonna happen in time to come... in the near future... it was a pleasant surprise for them and i'm glad it was! but no matter how pleasant, there won't always be surprises... or rather some things are just meant to be that way... mayb so u can appreciate it better... they had their time well and are still going on...

tears are amazing things... they encompass all emotions in life... the most common sadness, tears of joy, tears when moved, tears of laughter, tears of regret, tears of pain, tears of tiredness... i dun exactly know why my eyes were watery for, especially it doesn't even concern me... but i guess at least all the above tears were already shed by those involved...

i was stupid... stupid enough to actually think of that... y am i thinking that way? somethings are just meant to be and u just can't change it!!!!! y don't u just appreciate and enjoy it WHILE U CAN? otherwise what? wait til it's missing and regret again? and then continue spoiling another part of your life?!?!?!?! there's much more disappointments in this life for me to face, but this can only be so when there are expectations, which arises from possibilities, possibilities realised from EXPERIENCE!!!!! ur negative world view just doesn't get u anywhere though some part of it may be true... so y not enjoy EVERYTHING while u can? u are just such an idiot! :'-)