WA WA WA!!!!! band prac was super fun just now!!!!!!! mass singing =) (yea n i was SO embarrassed after singing so loudly!!!!!!! kept banging my head against the stand!!!!) too bad theresa ain't there!!!!!!!! her FAVOURITE part!!!!!! and yea, lots of choinging running notes and stupid trills/tremelos, which i OBVIOUSLY couldn't make it, UNLIKE SOMEONE!!!!!! and BAD NEWS: AUNT DIDN'T WANT TO TRANSFER OVER TO FENNELL BAND DESPITE HAVING THE CHANCE!!!!!! *sobs sobs* i'll be SO alone!!!!!! haha jkjk... no lah, aunt, although being retard, is a super pro flautist and deserves to be in a GOOD band, so i'll just stick with the company of MORONSAUR!!!!!!! jia you for el camino FAKE!!!!!! hahaha and someone's attempt to make me eat failed =) ok lah, i ain't really hungry, not like i'm emo-ing or something!!!!!!! n IT'S UR COOKIE!!!!!! HOW CAN I TAKE IT WHEN I EVEN PROMISED TO TREAT U ALL?!?!?! (which i HAVEN'T done so!!!!!!) yea and STOP using mr ho to pressurize me, 'cos no matter how it'll b a FUTILE ATTEMPT!!!!!!! => => ===>

oh and mr ho was asking about the OVERSEAS trip!!!!!!! i SO FREAKING want one ok?!?!?!? it's not like anybody and everybody gets a chance to go out with the dearest buddies!!!!! (at least they are, for now... i hope it doesn't change after another year or so, but i guess it's just wishful thinking on my part!!!!!!) oh manZ even if it's m'sia!!!!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!!!! n best - if big boss and mama can both come back!!!!!! ooooooooooooo i miss them SO SO much!!!!!! aiya but say so much, at the end of the day, i don't think there'll be one.... :'-( WAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz... at first wanted to go school and get the score, but after that my dear dan did it for me so i can slack.... WA BUT THAT MEANS I SPOILT THE POSSIBILITY OF H.P. GANG OUTING!!!!!!!!!! wa that's y i'm so sianz at home now, facing my com, TALKING TO U!!!!!! haha but nvm, gang outing with even 1 person won't be the same, so we'll be WAITING!!!!! (u know what i mean!!!!!) but then we'll probably have to wait a VERY VERY long time, 'cos poor retard's gonna work and won't be coming this fri for prac!!!!!! yes working when she's not even completed her STUDIES (well u can tell that from her name - RETARD) n neither does she look like she likes the job... but ALL THE BEST!!!!!! jia you!!!!!! mayb we'll pop by sometime n even get a com (for somebody who desperately needs it?)!!!!!!! yea and wait for moronsaur's order!!!!!!!

well anyway after high-ing so much, i sorta needa cool down and reflect... yea i am always hoping - 明天会更好!!! but tmr nvr seems to come... everyday the tone just gets worse... and worse... and WORSE!!!!!!! wa wa wa i so feel like slapping myself til i get at least SOME tone... and today... TODAY WAS THE THINNEST AND THE MOST PIERCING EVER!!!!!!!! and retard still said i'm GOOD!!!!! WTH?!?!?!?! for someone who could almost sightread el camino SO FREAKING SMOOTHLY!!!!!!!! wa wa wa i ought to face the wall and reflect!!!!!! oh manZ i know i'm making u and u quite pissed but HEY THAT'S THE TRUTH MANZ!!!!!!! yea n u and u better accept it => and speaking of which, someone who loves to face the wall to reflect... YEA UR ALUMNI CONCERT WAS YTD AND U DIN BOTHER TO INVITE US?!?!?!?!?!?! HOW COULD U?!?!?!?! hahaha no lah i'm not angry or agitated as it seems, and neither am i blaming u... but hey, we just wanna be ur sectionmates and support u manZ!!!! yea i knew all along u had alumni concert coming up, but i didn't know exactly when... n u didn't tell us or try inviting us... ARGGGGG!!!!!! unless u don't treat us as part of your sectionmates which i'll be SO sad!!!!!! somehow, i feel the gap is just getting wider... but don't get upset when u c this (or rather, if u EVER c this and know i'm talking about u, YES U!!!!!) we just wanna be that chicky/cheeky section again like last time b4 syf!!!!!! =>

oh my... i just realised i had entered a very evil and lame post!!!!!! happy reading!!!!! and happy WORKING!!!!!! =p