RAHHHHHHHH!!!! the more i look at my band fest repertoire and try listening to it, the MORE i REGRET joining band fest!!!!! ok not like i had much of a choice!!!! the prelude, siciliano and rondo by malcom arnold is just FREAKING BORING!!!!!!!! it's just another first suite in Eb, but i think i like the first suite more!!!! only the 3rd movement is slightly nicer for both i guess!!!! but at least Eb suite had a nice flute solo, but malcom doesn't seem to have, and even if he did, i'm 2nd flute, so i won't get to play it!!!! well neither do i really wanna play it and screw up!!!!! :( well at least jap graph(ity) ain't too bad.. haven't heard festival march yet, but the composer is 天野正道, which is like the person who arranged GR selections!!!!! oh oh oh i hope is good!!!! well i guess someone's in a worse situation than me, so i should be glad =>

oh and i seriously wanna take up conducting manZ!!!!!! it's been ages, no, EONS since i EVER conducted!!!!! wa wa wa i SO FREAKING MISS CONDUCTING!!!!! i wanna take lessons under miss tan!!!!!! i really miss her conducting!!!!!! when music was TRULY MUSIC!!!!!! n don't ask me y i don't wanna take flute!!!!!! 'cos i totally SUCK at it manZ!!!!!!!! unlike someone who's always SO FREAKING PRO!!!!!!! ok not someone... some PEOPLE!!!!!! haha which is also the reason i think y someone didn't reply that sms... well no point ignoring, when it's the truth, and NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH!!!!!! => 您是ZAI的LOR!!!!!!!

anyway have been youtubing for the past hour or so... watched the whole of picture of exhibition at the proms... OMG it's REALLY GOOD!!!!!! i so wanna play nice repertoire!!!!!!! i've been having a serious lack of NICE NICE repertoire to play!!!!! no wonder i suck!!!!! hahaha jkjk... ANDREW, STOP BLAMING OTHERS FOR YOUR OWN UNDOING!!!!! oh and esa-peskka palonen's (i hope i spelt his name correctly) conducting is seriously out of the world!!!!! no don't get me wrong - i'm not saying it's good, neither did i say i like it!!!!! but well, i guess at this level i ain't at a position to pass judgement on anything!!!!!!! but no doubt, it was a brilliant attempt to bring out whatever aspects the music emphasized, which i believe is ultimately what a conductor SHOULD be doing, to make music, not to tell you this note's out of tune or that note's out of time!!!!!!! yuppp, they ARE part of making music, but some conductors are just too focused on what they so call define as 'aspects of music' that they seem to have forgotten the big picture, MUSIC!!!!! so VERY IRRITATING!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

anyway came across this lame video on what is emo... shall post it up for u guys to enjoy... sorry to those who's com can't listen/watch youtube!!!!!!! =>