*sobs* *sobs* *sobs*

ytd (or rather saturday) probably marked the end of my hols... come wednesday it's gonna be the most dreadful stuff ever again... but anyway hols had a nice ending, if it ain't for some very depressing stuff... but then again, it's just part and parcel of life so i guess it wasn't that bad anyway...

SUPPOSED to have outing with the chicky section b4 sparks concert BUT no one came except for lisa and me... so ate with her at thai express and spent the time talking about old OLD stuff... regrets... haiZZZ... following that was shopping but i guess me being 1. A GUY 2. BORING 3.IDIOTIC was really a good shopping partner!!!!! SORRIES DALAOBAN!!!!! n randomly came across some shop and bought the ULTRA ULTRA BIG BALLOON for anthony and the one with cindy's face for her... felt very very weird holding those things and walking in the shopping centre but it was a really fun experience apart from the ever-existing fear that the balloons might burst... then went to vch super early cos we were afraid that it was going to rain... n so took a lot of photos there (i'm lazy to upload the photos, and it's everywhere else anyway, so go find the other blogs!!!!), slack ard, passed ant and lum the prezzies, and...

haiZ i dunno what happened after that... mayb it was already like that since the afternoon just that i was too insensitive to feel it.. and then again i'm a guy so yupp... anyway enjoyed the concert to bits... finally hearing SOUND!!!!! after being in the small nj band for so long with totally no sound!!!!!!!!!! n n n... ANTHONY AND CINDY WERE THE ULTIMATE PRO!!!!! PRO TO THE POWER OF INFINITY!!!!!!!!! i'm not kidding!!!!! not at all!!!!!!!!! n to whom is self-degrading, aiya seriously i couldn't even tell u were trembling cos it was that firm and refined and projected!!!!!! REALLY!!!!!!!! my conductress used to say miracles all happen not at syf, not at concerts, not at competitions, but at rehearsals... i guess if u were to condemn urself til like that i dunno where to condemn myself to for all my pracs already... now it feels more like i'm the one dragging down everybody... IGNORE MODE SWTICHED ON :P

anyway it was a good concert n i lurved it... just some really sighing moments but i hope it'll soon pass ya? (yea u :D) so yea...

n this hols has been the most enjoyable one ever, in terms of all the outings and stuff, but has been the most unproductive one, cos whether it's music, flute, leadership or academics, i've all failed... and failed terribly... failed to utter disgrace!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! carry on like that my life is SCREWED!!!!!! not only this period of time, but in fact the WHOLE REST OF MY LIFE IS SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!

oh n 1 final thing: pls PRAY HARD FOR MY SURVIVAL ONCE SCHOOL REOPENS!!!!!!! i'm gonna get bombarded all over for not completing (or even STARTED) hols assignments for every subject... I'M SO SCREWED!!!!!!!!