gRRRRRRRR... don't feel too good today... zZzZz... but shall try to stay happy...

woke up after barely sleeping, choing for music lesson... was half asleep throughout the lesson... ok the notes and lecture was slightly better today... no actually much better... no i'm not saying that the slides had been bad or something, but somehow today i could pay more attention and not get semi-lost in lesson like i always do... lesson was finally more happy after quite a long while...

after that went to get band fest scores and was sorting them out in the band room... crapZ dunno how to pass to u all esp when there's no band prac for so long... haiZ... stupid... i was trying to look for my 2nd flute scores but couldn't find them... referred back to the list and realised i was changed to 1ST FLUTE/PICCOLO!!!!!! i was like OMG!!!!!! WHEN THE H*** DID I CHANGE TO PICC!?!?!? n i really can't play picc for nuts one... now my embrochure is already crappy and spoilt, now add picc even worse... GRRRRRRR....

went to bishan to meet spas to pass her scores and shun bian eat lunch together... NO NOT WHAT U THINK, just lunching with somebody is better than lunching alone at home... ate yoshi... (YEA MY MAMA TOO!!!!) was trying to c whether anybody wanted to go visit retard as a chicky section, but sadly none... haiz... was hoping tmr can, but end up still most ppl can't... haiZ... oh wells...

anyway came back home and prac flute and picc... ok i OFFICIALLY DECLARE: MY EMBROCHURE HAS BECOME A WEAK PIECE OF S***!!!! really bad... tried playing the picc for less than 5mins... went back to flute, TOTALLY couldn't play the low notes already... GRRRRRR... i took like almost a yr before i could really double as picc and flute in sec3 n it wasn't that good either then... let alone now left with less then 2 weeks when i haven't touched the picc in ages (string's concert not counted, cos that was really really bad playing on the picc!) so fennell band, just try not to laugh at me when i make stupid mistakes and really cmi... cos i really do mind... GAHHHHH...

anyway tmr's retard's last day of work... wanted to at least give her a surprise with the chicky section but by the looks of it, it's not gonna happen... it'll be really wierd and stupid and time wasting for retard if i go there alone and just give gummies... zZzZz... sorries, i guess i'll not be ard tmr then... shan't bother busy u...

on a lighter note, things are finally better with mama :) yupp all along it was always me causing the problem lah, n i'm really glad that it's somewhat over, n mama's not really that angry alr... i owe mama lots of green teas!!!!!!!!!

oh i seriously need to add to my chicky section owe list again:

21) Owe loads to mama for scolding me awake and getting so upset and frustrated over my tiny weeny problem
22) Owe loads to big boss for the fun time at her BIG BIG house, carding, table-soccer-ing, hamstering, crapping, chicken-ing bla bla bla...
23) Owe loads to retard aunt (RA) for supporting in the chicky delivery plans so much that it at least could be implemented
24) Owe loads to RA for listening to all my incessant irritating complains
25) Owe loads to ant for calling all the ppl for tune although nobody ultimately came...
26) Owe loads to RA for travelling all the way for a failed chicky delivery plan...

again the list is non exhaustive... u really can c how much i really owe my dearest chicky section... i really will miss mama and boss... i really can't repay them to eternity... i think it'll take a couple of lifes, if there is afterlife... but someone keep rejecting my treat... well someday when i lose patience trying to get to treat u, i'll probably sneak the money in somewhere... if not really waste someone's hard earned money lah...