i won't even pretend that i enjoyed the concert...

no, don't get me wrong... it's not that the concert was bad... the band was good, really good... i haven't heard such rich band sound in a very long while... it's just that i probably wasn't in the correct frame of mind to appreciate the concert put up... wasted $10... partially due to the physical and mental exhaustion after these few days of band fest... but well i think there are more who are much more tired than me, so i shan't complain...

part of the concert was me really getting comfortable and sleeping, hugging my flute as if it's my bolster... the other part didn't go to listening, but rather goes to whether i should have been there... firstly, my heart is probably not even there to listen to the concert, 'cos i'd rather be somewhere else... secondly, i was probably shining too brightly and disturbing others... thirdly, i was thinking of a lot of things, of which i cannot get a answer to...

i realised that i am really a jerk... a mean jerk... will someone please give me a tight slap? the word assume is really so true - to make an ASS of U and ME!!!! me and all my stupid thoughts and assumptions... the me that never grows up, or rather, grows up but never matures...