life is just split between 2 things - memories and regrets... both are inevitable by products of true existence with meaning, though somehow 1 seems evidently more dominant in your brain... it's impossible to have no regrets at all in your entire life... and worse, the number of regrets somehow increases at an exponential rate as u grow older... it's only my 17th year of living, yet somehow my life already seems filled to many many regrets i've wanted to do yet have failed to do so or never had the chance... how very saddening...

but then think again - life ain't just about the past, whether memories or regrets... it's about the past, present, and the future... how they interlink between each other... if we don't have regrets, then how do we actually find out our goal in life? if we don't have regrets, how do we actually live to desire? or is living just another state of mere meaningless existence? no right? if you were given life, how would you actually live it? if u're gonna live in your regrets, then are u actually living or dead?

while i'm still trying to grasp with the fact that regrets are always here to stay, y not just enjoy and smile through the precious moments of every stage of my life? :D