today is probably another terrible day... and yet again, i owe many many sorries to lots of people... i really dunno exactly what was troubling me today, maybe just a jumble and piling up of factors that put me back in that shape... really is not the right time, but i still idiotically fell into the trap... i shan't elaborate on what happened today 'cos i don't want to remember it... it was just pure horrid... i shall try to make this only a one-time event... SMILE ;D