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Monday, January 21, 2008
12:40 AM

i really feel like just breaking down and cry...

everytime i listen to nice nice recordings, nice pieces... i just feel like going to practise it immediately... i wish i could play them... BUT WHAT'S THE POINT?!?!?!? AT THE END OF THE DAY, AFTER I PRACTISED SO BLOODY HARD FOR IT, IT ALWAYS STILL SOUNDS LIKE S***!!!!! SO WHAT AM I PRACTISING FOR?!?!?!?!? N TO THINK I WAS CONSIDERING MAKING THIS MY LIFE?!?!?!?! OR IT ALREADY IS SO MUCH, THAT I JUST AM USELESS NOW COS I REALLY C NO POINT IN MAKING A LIFE OUT OF MY SCREWED MUSIC!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!?!?! N TO THINK I'M DRAGGING DOWN ALL OTHERS WHO FEEL THEY'RE COMPELLED TO HELP ME IN SOMEWAY OR ANOTHER?!?!?!?!? ANDREW NG JIE HUA, U DESERVE NO LESS THAN A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!!!!

to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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