euu typedd*: blog
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
3:02 AM
i suck... there's nothing in my life now that i can be happy about now, absolutely nothing, other than the happiness created by others... i have degraded to a level of no self worth whatsoever such that there's really no point going on... there's not 1 thing there i feel i can carry on, at least with that smile, that genuine smile... so what if people say so? u know yourself the best, and u know the kind intentions of others... worse is they've given up, only showing that u've failed right from the start... i have failed terribly, failed as a person, failed as a musician, failed as a student, failed as a leader, failed as a... human being...
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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