now i'm quite sure u'll hate me too rite? well it wouldn't be normal if u said u didn't after me being such a screw-up last minute useless meanie... well i guess this is just the beginning and i'll definitely have more coming... so i should learn to accept it... in fact maybe i should even learn to hate myself, to see what people really hate about me so much... afterall, i ain't no more that person i used to be (or rather that person that u thought was me)... n i guess u can really do nothing more but just hate me til u don't have to see my face unless u really kill me...

don't worry... there's nothing wrong with me... i'm just being myself...