the past whole year of events has already proven it... y even doubt? though everybody says otherwise, but u know urself the best... n u know it's best for the rest also...push on!!!! it's hard and feels terrible, but PUSH ON!!!! u'll only realise the fruits of ur labour (or unlabour) after everything is done n in place... IT'S FOr THE BEST OF EVERYONE ELSE!!!!! give up now n they'll suffer... though they are suffering now, but they'll get over it in due time, once they realise it's a totally hopeless case...

it ain't just recently or anything... but the span of events... which worse u always thought was good... but everything and EVERYTHING reflects otherwise (other than those gravely exaggerated untrue comments)... just DO IT!!!!!
i dun want to go on with my life anymore...

tmr's band again ;( mayb will try absenting myself...