well it's starting to fade already, which is a good thing =P sooner or later u'll just totally give up (trust me, u will) and forget it and concentrate on things much more worthwhile ur time and effort spent... getting me back really won't make any difference... oops no... i mean will make a HUGE difference - kills the music, kills the joy... no point getting me back... more worthwhile to train up the new ppl (hey i realised i'm actually suckier than them) and use them for etude... i shall be creating a new part called the flute 4 part which has tacet all the way (dunno what's that? go check the music dictionary) time to brush up my faking skills!!!! i realise i've been such a good actor to have deceive u... oh well when u actually realise the truth, i guarantee u'll be utterly disgusted and BY THEN u WILL want to ignore me... so better now than later... trust me, although u keep saying that u cannot be as happy without me, u know deep down in ur heart it's NONSENSE!!!! it's just getting accustomed to it only, which is a matter of time (which i can see taking place now)... BRAINWASHING TIME =]