euu typedd*: blog
Sunday, January 13, 2008
4:33 PM
WHY?!?!?! I DUN UNDERSTAND?!?!?!? WHY IS IT EVERYTIME I TRY SO HARD IT JUST GETS NOWHERE?!?!?!?! WHY IS IT I JUST CAN'T GET IT WHEN SO MANY OTHERS CAN DO IT JUST LIKE THAT??!?!?!?! NOT LIKE I AIN'T TRYING!!!!! WHY IS IT I'M DOOMED TO FAIL FROM THE VERY DAY I STARTED ON MY OWN?!?!?! HERE I AM TRYING TO PICK MYSELF UP FROM AT LEAST SOME ASPECT AND THERE U ARE STOPPING ME FROM JUST REACHING IT!!!!! I DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!! WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO U TO STOP ME?!?!?!?! WHAT GOOD DOES IT SERVE, WHEN ALL OTHERS CAN JUST DO IT SO SIMPLY!?!?!?!? I DUN UNDERSTAND!!!!! IF SO, THEN WHY SHOULD I EVEN BE LIVING?!?!?! I C NO POINT WHATSOEVER BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT GIVES ME MEANING OR DESERVES MY LIFE CLINGING ON TOO!!!!! NOTHING!!!!! WHY IS IT U WANT TO TORTURE ME?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!!? WHY?!?!?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! JUST LET ME DIE!!!!!! LET ME DIE!!!!!!!
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
________________________________________________________________________________