maybe i haven't tried hard enough... maybe it's just that i'm really not cut out for all these... maybe i just should stick to the reality and discard the dreams... maybe i should just be that commoner and not the uncommoner...

maybe i'm just afraid of hurting all of u again... maybe i really dun want to cause so much unhappiness... maybe it's my way of making up for all the guilt that's inside me... maybe it's my way of repaying u for all that u've done for me...

maybe life is just meant to be meaningless... maybe life is just meant to be gotten over with... maybe i don't even exist...