i'm only suffering the consequences of my actions...

afterall, i'm the whole cause of all this...

should i even turn up tmr?

at least xy talked to me today... just a few words... but better than silence...

i've destroyed not only myself, but a family...

there was a time, when someone went: "spell family: f-l-u-b-o-e-s"

i ruined it...

making life miserable for everybody...

i finally got my wish fulfilled - nobody cares...

NOBODY!!!!

i'm reaping what i sow - retribution