the past few days were just pure mood swings...

happy moments? i guess had a few... at least spa is all over now... but that means my wednesdays are really bad - double double tutorials!!!! oh manZ... i'm already sleeping for chem last wk, let alone 2 consecutive double tutorials now... hopefully i can survive...

listened to anthem, sun and moon, and on my own excessively over youtube... all started because i saw the on my own song lyrics and link on minlu's blog, which tempted me to continue watching all the way, though i'm really tired... well i guess we all are...

screw spa!!!! din finish skill a, only did reliabilities half way... watever lah... same thing happened for chem too... i guess my jc life ended as soon as last year ended - with band...

and u people... the more i c that countdown, the worse it gets... 42 more days as of today... ha... really mocking - to think all along i had wanted it to come nearer to the concert and step down, and now i miss everybody even when i haven't passed out yet... i guess my heart was just too tired after lisa and yuxin left that i just became selfish and din want to get hurt anymore... the end result? i single handedly destroyed the entire section... and hurt so many people... i'm seriously a sick jerk...

i'm worried... about somebody...