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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
12:36 AM
我好累...
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
10:06 PM
我很开心你肯跟我讲话 :D 但是我搞的破坏实在太多了,我没脸见你,也不敢再面对你... 是我的错,对不起!
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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12:18 AM
(: oh happy day :)
nvr knew playing captain's ball with a rugby ball could be SO fun!!!!!!! half the time we were chasing the ball as if it were an egg containing a mischievous little dinosaur!!!!! the moment it lands, everybody stretches out hands to grab it, as if some mum trying to force feed a running baby, and worse, it changes direction anytime, being just as unpredictable as a baby!!!!! and menon is SUPER FARNIE!!!!!!! oh manZ such a cool PE teacher!!!!! n we're gonna have games for PE next term!!!! well not sure whether it's a good thing, but it's really the only period that i'm really cheered up (though i always go zZzZzZz for lessons after that XD)
oh and hell xy was farnie!!!!!! SORRY MISS!!!!!! really din noe edward had to report so i told him to just wait til it's our turn and they call us and he appears TA-DA!!!!!! but oh well u kindly volunteered ur 'shy' self =) =) =) look cute XD XD XD awrite, u can kick my ass in a couple of hours time!!!!!!!! yea i noe i'm hateful
really glad that simin is generally back with the band :) no not that there's anything about her, just that hope her problems r solved or at least manageable for the moment til she passes out :D jia you!!!!!!!! u can do it!!!!!!!! yea i noe i've been a really mean bm that made band suck
so today was a GuD day :D :D :D apart from a partially known failure results D': but on a side note, heard that Mrs. Yeo's absent 'cos she went for op 'cos there's a lump of fat in her brain!!!! gross, if that's true, but hope she's fine anyhow..
thx lisa for talking ytd :) really appreciate it :) guess i made too many enemies in my lifetime...
n i'm trying very hard to forget the sad stuff..
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
2:42 PM
it's not only recently that i found out how useless i really am...
n how much i really want to be forgiven...
it's been almost 4 months already... the most idiotic thing that happened... started by me... made life such a chore and mess for everybody... i wished to be a friend... yet became an enemy... people thought i din care... i singlehandedly destroyed everything... making things so ugly... now though after so long... things has somewhat died down... but i still can't talk to u... not that i hate u or i don't want to see u... but i'm just too ashamed and dunno how to face u... i created all this mess... i started it... n to think i even had the nerve to expect to be forgiven...
y do people treasure things only when they're almost gone... i tot i wouldn't be like that... i vowed never to be like that... how weak i am... i ended up worse than that... band term is almost ending... how long more, how long left... to make up with u... i don't dare try... because i'm the one who started it... it's really eating into me so much... halfway thru mugging, halfway thru exams, i realise i'm so affected and bothered by it, that i just don't wanna do that stupid paper... late nights not spent on cramming stuff into the head, but sorting out what really went wrong...
i hope i don't leave band with this... i'm tired... very tired... so tired that i can have mood swings within an mcq paper itself... how long more? how long left?
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
12:11 PM
sweet dreams :D but dreams being dreams... the bubble burst as soon as u return to reality...
and i tot i got over it alr... i know it's impossible... n i tot i could give up and let go... y did i have to have this dream... to make me realise i'm still so...
to engrave in memory or to bury foreva?
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