hello i'm back again :)

the past week has been quite wasted i guess. but at least music practicals are done. both done for and done with. not the best i guess. in fact not even near my normal standard and a very bad take especially when competing against the crazy rj ppl! (crazy here carries no negative connotation) after all the full days of practising flute for almost 6-7 hours everyday, i definitely needed the last couple of days to recooperate :) that means: SLACKING =)

but these days of slacking has also set me reallyl thinking what i really should do next. for all i noe, tuesday could be the very last time i'll ever touch flute in my life. 一辈子了. honestly, i really can't bear to put it down and let go. neither can i c myself in any other career prospects. but knowing myself, music would most probably not b an option. i'm in no position at all to compete with the best of the best. now tell me how?

anyway, i just recently got addicted to holsinger's The Easter Symphony, espcially the 3rd movement. it's a work for band, solo tenor, and chorus. really beautiful work. i think i alr listened more than 10 times the past 2 days =P yes i noe i shud b doing my work, esp when a's are SOOOO freaking near and ALL my friends have already choing-ed halfway and i HAVEN'T BEGUN!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! n i'm still slacking here. ok TIME TO SLACK OUT AND WORK IN!!!!!! PLEASE GIMME ALL THE DETERMINATION I NEED!!!!!!! RAWRRRRR!!!!!

anyway, again, all the best again to the poor sacrificial wabbits who r undertaking their practicals (or their carcasses) =D