i'm tired of making the wrong choices and always looking back in regret. tired of having dreams that either i don't work on or lead me no where. false hopes that are always dashed.

many a time, i feel like i'm the most useless person, everyone else is doing something about my life, while either i'm not doing anything, or i'm doing something only to be told halfway through it's the wrong path to take which will not take me to my desired destination.

and sin's grip has numbed to me. thanks for making things all the more worse. i feel no conscience in me, neither do i feel any more selfless or guilty.

fml